::hug:: I'm sorry you're feeling like this, sweetheart. Its really tough to have such a horrible past and feel like one is reverting back to it. I've felt like this a lot lately too. But don't be ashamed, so you had a setback, look at how far you have come! Don't be ashamed of having a hard go at it, I'm sure your boyfriend will understand. Have you talked to him yet? Have you talked to your GP about the moodswings and everything? maybe they can couple you up on a mood suppressor/regulator as well if this is the only contraception that works for your body? I hope all goes well, if you need to talk, please PM me.
<3-Piph.
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