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im done....
So last night my boyfriend broke up with me and i was feeling really idk numb....i didnt feel sad, mad, happy? i just didnt know...and i was really thinking about suicide....an overdose....but i called a suicide line and talked to them for awhile and i felt better after....but now today im so lost...im really starting to scare myself i already have it planed out, im going to take a shower. get ready for the day, wait for my mom to go to work the take the pills wait a few minutes....then call 911.....so my family wouldn't have to find me,....i dont want to do it i think but yet idk ....im so lost i really am.....
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