Three days on the anti depressants and ready to quit. I'm generally a very calm, collected person but now am having panic attacks, violent moods swings and insomnia. I'm scared I do something impulsive because my thoughts have drifted into just ripping myself apart. It's horrible. I hate it.
Thanks Kirsty! Sorry for the delayed reply. Haven't been able to motivate myself to spend the energy that i don't have anymore. I used to write down my thoughts but have found them rather destructive. I'm fighting, so i don't hurt other people.
Hey Nimbles. Thanks. They're also scary though. Clear thoughts and suicide creates well thought through, flawless plans. I do get on with my shrink. I love her to bits but some things aren't that easy to talk about with people I can't see out of context. I have this thing about calculating the people I talk to before I do and only seeing them in one place is kinda hard.
Thanks for the support. Will PM if things get rough and the same back to you guys.
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Thanks for the support
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