I shall try my best.
Positive: Deep down i know that's rubbish. If someone told me that they think that of themselves i would gladly spend a whole day telling them otherwise. It's not going to get me anywhere thinking like that and i want to get better. I really do. Purging will only make me ill and i'm tired of being ill. I want my life back and i'm not going to give up. Not ever.
Love you all xxx