i was abused by my mother since i was about 5 years old :(. I dont remember much of it becuase ive tried to block it out, but i remember her pushing me down the stairs and hitting me ect..
she was also pretty verbaly abusive and still is now.
i think maybe it was her that was abusive instead of my father becuase he was/is never around maybe. but i dont know.
i never really felt/feel like she loved me aswell, i always felt like she hated me for being alive and being there.
you're not alone dw
take care
xxx
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