Thank you so much for the replies and support.
I have spent the day trying to get nerve to call CPN, but I couldn't. I feel that this isn't just gonna ease. If I could take pills now I wold but I think my body would reject them after last friday. I just need time or other options.
If I could go IP I think I would agree. But my shrink is usually NO lets treat you at home.
Mainly cos my ED could never be adressed at that hosp so they saw it as unhelpful. But this is the depression and the need to die.
My Dad is trying to get hold of me and I just turn my phone off. I can't handle the simple things right now. Taken me hours to turn on pc to get here.
And I still haven't got my voice back! And throat is so sore.
Someone slap me
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