That is amazing that you had some good moments. And though they make the bad seem so much more horrid you can look forward to a time when you can feel that again.
Hold on to see if you can find that very beautifully and poetically described feeling resurfaces. It might take time. But if you have fallen harder and farther won't it seem oh so much more glorious when you feel it again?
Hold on to prove your friends wrong. Hold on to show that you are strong and deserve to be cared about. You deserve to be cared about.
Stay Strong
Pippin
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