I didn't get back to this until now.
Is there anything you'd like further help with in understanding?
I have Complex PTSD, as a result of birth trauma, early isolation/separation, witnessing domestic violence, being 'imprisoned' in my father's dictatorial world, and being bullied and persecuted by my peers over more than a decade.
In my case, each trauma added onto the original one of not feeling like I belonged in the world, and that people don't want me here. This is something that I have internalised, and attack myself with very often.
Plus having my aliveness squashed, and being in a permanent state of powerlessness.
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