Like you said, it's so hard knowing how much you love someone when they don't love you back.
I'm going through exactly the same thing with my best friend at the moment. It's not easy.
It's ok that you slipped up. It happens. Just turn it around to a positive and say, hey, well, i've only cut once in 13 months; Thats still a massive acheivement.
Keep your chin up.
Take care .xx
Gem
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