Well she's the consultant. There is no-one else I can see. The only psychiatrist I hadn't seen in person when I spoke to him over the phone told me that what I was planning to use to kill myself *that day* would 'never kill anyone'. So yeah. Wanna a tip to kill yourself? Ring the local crisis team and speak to a psychiatrist.
I don't see how speaking to GP will help. They've already decided I'm some attention seeking piece of **** based on the last psychiatrist I saw.
I have nowhere to go for help. That's the point. It's why I've gone into work tonight and sat alone crying and typing here.
