[cobinrapner]

i was 13 months free and i cut last night. i dont want to start all over. i worked so hard. it wasn't a bad cut. i bled a little but not too bad. but i just don't want it to keep happening. i'm not telling anyone. i really just want to pretend it never happened. but i have the bracelets up to a year. and i'm trying to decide if i should start all over with them. i dunno..