youre right callie....this isnt me and hasnt been for a long time.
Kelly knows about it. i tell her everything.
i have an appt. with my therapist tomorrow. ive thought of cancelling it because Kelly has a follow-up with her surgeon also. and i dont want to have to make 2 trips out of the house.
i know that sounds pathetic but its been really hard for me doing all this getting out of the house.
but after the past few days i KNOW i need to see my therapist.
and we are really short on money right now. i mean REALLY short. and i hate that.
everything seems to be on top of me at once and im trying to dig myself out of this hole. i want to throw a fit like a little kid but thats ridiculous.
i really NEED to cry but its just not happening. ive been trying for days now.
thank you callie. you always make such great sense to me.
loves.
xxxxx
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