[Ami]

What is wrong with me? I am spied on, and my every move is watched. Thoughts are jumbled with things i dont know if they are real or not. I thought I killed someone last year. I was driven to hospital because of people telling me they will levae me alone if i did it. They havent. A man follws me and puts thoughts and voices in my head.

When i am "high", i am God. I can control everything and everyone. But things still want to come after me because I am so great.

I am so lost in this world, i cannot concentrate at college. My results will be abismal. I dont know whats real or not. I am on mood stablisers and anti-psychotics that do not work.

Sorry to keep posting but my head is jumbled and screwed and i dont know what i have. And id like a straight answer. I know no-one here can diagnose, but i just need hugs or something xxx