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Emmer · 12-06-2007, 10:53 AM

Thanks for the replies they really do mean a lot. I know people often feel selfish and that they're wasting others times with their problems and if I had the magic cure for that I would give you all it :)

Thanks for saying you're proud of me; it's not easy to do these things but I have a very pushy father who doesn't just let me wallow in self-pity like I'd often want to.

By controlling my feelings I don't neccessarily mean not feeling, just feel it a little less y'know? Not getting totally overwhelmed and feeling like everything is the end of the world. I don't know, I don't know anything anymore heh.

12-06-2007, 10:53 AM	#5
Emmer My Dreams Turn To Tears Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: Essex I am currently:	Thanks for the replies they really do mean a lot. I know people often feel selfish and that they're wasting others times with their problems and if I had the magic cure for that I would give you all it :) Thanks for saying you're proud of me; it's not easy to do these things but I have a very pushy father who doesn't just let me wallow in self-pity like I'd often want to. By controlling my feelings I don't neccessarily mean not feeling, just feel it a little less y'know? Not getting totally overwhelmed and feeling like everything is the end of the world. I don't know, I don't know anything anymore heh.
	It’s not always that easy to distinguish the good guys from the bad guys, Sinners can surprise you and the same is true for saints. Why do we try to define people with simply good or simply evil? Because no one wants to admit that compassion and cruelty can live side by side in one heart and that anyone is capable of anything.