ok...ive just had a visit with my son.
i was there or he was here.
whichever way...we were in his room and he was sleeping. he didnt see me. i touched his hair. saw him just as well as im seeing this computer screen.
i dont know how long i was there.
i know i sound insane.
im bordering on whether i should call crisis?
but am i really having a crisis?
it doesnt feel crisis "worth".
im not upset by this.
i sound ****ing insane.
i cant help what just happened.
be it against every law of physics...it happened.
maybe i will keep these things to myself in the future...but it was so amazing...i wanted to share.
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