honey your posts are not a waste of time. no ones is. everyone deserves support even when they have 'stopped'.
sweetheart look how far you've come. if you SI now, even though you want to, you'l feel absolutely AWFUL afterwards! i can understand why you want to though. it's basically your last chance to do so. but you can fight the urges though. you've made it over 18months! you can make it another month and a half. just keep fighting. and if you feel you are going to SI say this to yourself until you dont feel like you're going to:
"I am Jess. I can get through this!! I can be the person i want to be! I can beat this! I can get through this!!!"
your advice works on me so it should work on you!
best of luck on the surgery hun. i think you're doing a great thing for yourself and i'm proud of you. keep up the brilliant work *huggles*
love you! xoxoxo
give georgie a hug from me!
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