I've only just read this post so Im sorry for the delay in replying.
I want you to know you are not alone, and I know how you feel about putting up barriers, very good ones.
I cant believe the person who read your letter reacted the way they did, they are clearly not a friend, and I'm sorry they reacted the way they did, you are NOT a freak, and the only person that could be called a freak is the person that read your letter for reacting the way they did.
I'm sorry things are not so great for you right now, but know that Im here if you want to talk, always. PM me anytime.
Love Lora xxx
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