im comming far, stopping. but i intentionally triggered myself just a few days ago to scare myself, thus feel the farmilliar and be calm. its normal to be scared of stopping, because whats left for us? our entire lives have been based around self harm and suicide for so long, its such a big part of us. to give it up.. whats left? well im begining to move on, and theres so much we dont see because we're so caught up in this mess. but theres things that will fill those spots, i promise
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