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little_secrets · 12-06-2007, 03:44 AM

I am so afraid to get better. I talk and I talk about how I want to stop SH and that I know I can feel better if I just keep writing in my journal and talking to my therapist. But the truth is- I am afraid to not have it and to give it up......

(*sigh*) Just something I needed to say "out loud," because I can't say it to anyone I know in real life........

12-06-2007, 03:44 AM	#1
little_secrets Losing sight of the sun.... Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: Midwest, USA I am currently:	I can't admit this to anyone..... but I am so afraid to get better. I talk and I talk about how I want to stop SH and that I know I can feel better if I just keep writing in my journal and talking to my therapist. But the truth is- I am afraid to not have it and to give it up...... (sigh) Just something I needed to say "out loud," because I can't say it to anyone I know in real life........
	"Even in laughter the heart may be sorrowful and that joy may end in grief." Proverbs 14:13