^^ that makes sense. I can understand that.
I have dreams all the time about things that have happened in the past, but no "waking" flashbacks. Although something weird did happen last night.
Lately I've been seeing this girl who is dressed in this flowing white dress, and everytime I see her she's in the corner of my eye, either just watching me and smiling or hanging herself or about to jump off of something. She looks like she's about twelve, and I know she has blue eyes and black hair.
I get really paranoid sometimes, and often feel like someone is following me, or watching me, or about to hurt me. Last night it wasn't just some anonymous someone, it was her. And I could hear her laughing in my head. It's the first time I've ever heard her voice.
She says her name is Victoria.
I also lose time all the time. I can't remember the first time I lost time, but I know it's been happening forever.
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