hey. thx 4 caring. and trying 2 stop me. its all gone a bit wrong and now im stuck with a blood stained carpet & jeans on top of the broken scissors. this is gonna take some serious bull sh*t explaining! but on the plus side i feel so much better, i feel released. but ur right, its temporary/short term, it'll wear off, and then i'll regret it all. 3 months down the drain - im gonna be seriously p*ssed off in the morning! but 4 now at least i can sleep. its all been building up 4 weeks and at last i feel i can breathe out. i'm sorry to suddenly burst out in this forum and also for giving into my urges. but i do appreciate ur kind words, so thank you. xx
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