Thanks for the reply. I have written things for them before, but they are being ignored. I've printed several messages and conversations with supporters on here for them they scan them and give them back to me. A huge part of their work is based on what a patient looks like. You wouldn't believe the number of times I've been told 'if you looked like this then I'd be worried' or how I should buy some bright pretty coloured clothes to make me happy.
I wrote a letter to OH about continuing in work and said how much better everyone would be without me continuing to exist and about what I had planned and how useless everything feels. His response? You are absolutely fine. If you were really feeling this way you wouldn't look like you do.
I suppose I could try again.
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