all of my friends have moved away and even if they were here its been over ten years since i have talked to any of them. i wouldn't know what to say to them.i have been lying to everyone for so long i don't really know how to tell more people and the ones that know whats going on either don't car or have more important things to do. my brother is being sent home tomorrow because he has no insurance to pay for the hospital. i don't know how i feel about him coming home. i feel so bad right now and i have never had these feelings last this long i don't know what to do anymore.
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