i'm crying right now actually because about 3 years ago my grandma suddenly took a turn for the worse and passed away
it was awful awful and so sad and i cried for like 4 days straight to the point that my cheeks stung and were red for a week from the salty tears
your story reminded me of it because my grandma had made peace and was ready to go, she didn't want to linger, but somehow i had a hard time accepting her wishes and was only able to focus on what it meant to me, that i would me minus one grandma
try to hold on to your memories and the good times that you have, and even though it probably seems empty now, try to take solace in the fact that your grandma is one of the lucky few who gets to pass on her own terms, at the end of a long and good life, when she is ready for it - that is a rare and beautiful and lucky thing
i hope you and your family are well and looking after yourselves
hugs
xxxooo
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