Hunny, I am really sorry you've been through that. All I can say is, maybe it just isn't right for you to go right now. Maybe this is the time to get yourself better, and tae care of you, get on with life.
I don't really know what else to say. I'm not really in a great place to give any advice. Just please take care hun. This world would be far worse off without you. *hugs* Get some rest.
Stay safe.
xxx
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