The staff have been pretty ok at helping me. Today will be the third day in a row without cutting, if I can make it through... The negative is that I've taken to punching the wall. I'm not sure if my hand is broken or not, but boy does it help! Anyway, the staff won't give me my razor to shave unless they're absolutely positive that I won't cut with it, so that helps some. Not that I can't find other ways to cut myself. And they keep an eye on me when we're in the same room, but that's not too often. So I don't know. It's hard.
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