I know how tempting it is to SI, but try to put that tempation to rest. There's always people on RYL you can talk to. Feel free to PM me at anytime. I get on multiple times a day, so I will more than likely answer you shortly after you send it.
Laughter isn't always such a bad thing. But you need to allow yourself to feel other feelings, as well. Humans are made to feel a range of emotions.
Good luck and God bless.
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