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I'm sick.
I'm sick.
What more can i say?
Its not the flu, or a cold.
Its anemia.
You may not know what that is.
Its a disease.
A disease that never goes away.
Its a blood disease.
Your blood doesn't have enough iron.
How could I have a disease.
Me!
Its such a painful disease.
Its more mental than physical.
Yes, i have the cracks in the corners of my mouth,
that look like herpes!
Yes, i have the fatigue, and horrible PMS.
Yes, i have insomnia and fainting.
I have the numbness in my legs, and the pale skin.
But nothing is like the depression.
Its so painful.
I sit all night crying.
I stopped cutting over a year ago.
Yes, i have slipped. but nothing like this.
I don't want to do anything.
I stay home alone, instead of hanging out with my friends.
Just the concept of being sick tears me apart.
I will be sick forever.
Forever!
My mom has cancer,
my dad is half deaf.
Now i'm sick.
Could anything more go wrong?
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