I did it because it felt good- at first.
I started my addiction in the winter that everything went wrong.
but then i did it because it hurt so bad to stop,
so i had to keep getting higher and higher so i wouldn't come down.
then my life basically turned into trying not to come down.
so there were really two reasons,
the first one was to feel amazing,
and the second one was to not feel like i was dying.
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