thank you everyone for trying to help me.im trying to get though this but it just gets harder i have barely slept since friday i feel so tired but i can't sleep i feel like i'm losing my mind i keep thinking about hurting myself or killing myself the thoughts won't stop.i have about three hours until i have to go to work and act like i'm fine and nothings wrong. at least it will be eight hours of distractions. i wish these feelings and thoughts would go away. i wish i would go away.
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