I sure hope so. I have been here 15 days now... I don't know when to count down to, because I don't have a discharge date. So I've been counting up the number of days I've spent here. That does help some. But I still want to get out. How do you deal with having to be locked up? How do you come to terms with the fact that you aren't free and can't do as you please? And you have absolutely no privacy! Everytime I'm on here, someone else is asking what this is and who I'm talking to. I have explained it to a few people, but seriously, does everybody have to know that I'm a cutter and that I'm seeking help throughthis website?! I don't know. Maybe I'm just being paranoid. But I still hate it!
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