Rachel, there's really not much I can say. I don't really know how it feels to go through what you are going through. But I just wanted to know that I'm praying for you and thinking about you every day...reading your posts breaks my heart but I KNOW that this will end. Please hang in there. Kelly loves you and won't hold your pain against you. And it does no good to be afraid of the future, even if you're sure it's going to be hell!! No one has the power to predict that. Keith is going to be so happy that you are at his concert...having a loving family is such a wonderful thing. You've had a very hard life, but you're making it better for someone else! Nothing can get in the way of that. Now, there HAS to be away to help you with these flashbacks. Keep us updated, maybe between you and all of us, we can find a way to reduce their impact on your body and life. I hope so!
*snuggles*
Much love,
D'Arcy
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