Well, I sort of want to have the police here when she's supposed to show up, but then, I can't really expect them to come wait in case she shows up with a gun, you know? I was talking to my mom's friend tonight who is a psychologist and she doesn't think that she will ever show up again. I am hoping that is the case. But if she does show up, I will not be alone with her. My director is usually very supportive and I hope she is about this too. I don't want to put anyone else in harm's way (especially my director, she's like my savior!) because I feel like I did this to myself. It's just crappy. And I'm completely stressed out.
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