Hey, 30 days with no SI is an amazing accomplishment. As long as you realize that, it's fine if you don't want to celebrate or anything.
You have so much more experience than just those 30 days. There won't be a miracle on the road to recovery, granted. I hope as well that you'll be able to pull away from SI (or whatever you want to want less and less) in time..and I think you will.
Lots of hugs to you!
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