[Merc]

well i wrote the happy part of this message in gen. and saved the bad for here.Which is a very good thing..but not whjat i wanted...
brief : daughter has chance to move up in BIG competition; i want to be there so cant sdo want
****TRIGGER8888

Pls DONT read if this will be harmful to you..




Im going to slice farther Up y wrist than the 'usual ' wrist..im going to to go for the area where than vein is rite on the sure and slice uit open.
NO i wont changwe my mind

IMPORTATNT

THIS IS NPT SUICIDEE THREAT..I DO NOT WANT TO DIE

anyways the urge to do something in pasrticular
always been in the bck of head
sooo...wait till all is sleep do it.drive tp ER and no one needs knowing (unless the decide to keep me :S)

But i cannot do it now,i want to be here for if she goes further :o) *dances at a bit more*
so i'll just have to wait and see i siuppose..
but its getting damned hard these days...
any suport MUCHLY appreciated :o)

thanks
romp