I understand how bad you feel, although I'm not someone who cries easily. It is so hard to concentrate when you're overwhelmed. I lived at home when I went to university. One term, things were horrible at home. One of my professors walked me step by step through part of a final exam.
My friends don't see my marks, they're under the sleeves of my shirt. I have to tape down my shirt sleeve one afternoon a week when I teach. But my friends know they're there.
My ED is the opposite of yours. I weigh 150% of what I should. Right now I'm in withdrawl from chocolate ice cream. Something has to change, i'm tired of being out of breath when I climb the stairs to my second level condo (flat in UK English).
Is there a counselor or doctor you can talk to?
*gives you a cherishing hug*
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