Originally Posted by
peccatophobia
hi ,hello, Wat if they doctors say you got these conditions and illnesses and you don't believe them ,as I'm totally not seeing Wat they say i am i was on hariperodol but now just diazepam as awaiting another shrink appointment ,i do totally believe I'm a spirit from the future as i speak and think so advance and different to most ,every thing affects me thats way me shut my self from the world and humans as things trigger me very quick ,you know i totally believe in my believes but I'm beginning to question way they doctors think its not true ,I'm not having it really ,well people run wen you tell them my labels I'm running from them to , thats all i can say as my head will jump in ,
Humans trigger me badly too. I tend to be worse around people than by myself. I am by myself now and I am actually quite content on the internet. Put me in school, or with my Mum and I will degenerate into s**ttiness.
Doctors can be so useless.
I haven't told anyone (not even my two friends) that I have schizophrenia. If word got around, I would be ostracised, and parents of the girls at school would be calling the school up, asking for me to be excluded. It happened last time I went to hospital for a long time. Rumour got around that I went to the psych ward, and parents wanted me removed from school.
Sad.
I like you.