How did you end upon a locked ward with blades??? Not very good security eh?
Try writing out how you feel, or print this out. It has to be hard not to be able to communicate, but that is part of the program. Tell them you want to cut, or rip out the stitches. . they will ask why. Because that is how you deal with the stress and mental "voice and images". draw it out. even if you arent the best artist. Colors and drawing can relieve some of the violent ideas
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