thanks so much. today i felt a little better. there are just times where i cant hold it in anymore. last night i cried myself to sleep (i didnt cut, which is a good thing) but i felt like crap. i just wanted it to go away forever. i kind of feel a little better now, but my mom washed my sweatshirt and i left a razor blade in it, i had it with me because for some reason it made me feel better just knowing i had it just in case, and i think she has it now so i have a feeling she is going to check my arms legs and stomach for cuts bc she knows i do it. it only sucks bc i cut in the last week and she dosent no i did. but i dont no. i feel a bit better. and thanks for everything.
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