So yea.... I was able to make for like a little over a month then I go and ***k it up... basically a cut last night and I don't really know why..... I've had a lot going on lately with injury's and getting sick and family stuff...... I don't want to tell my therapist because she has already threatened to send me to the hospital which i really don't want to go to.... I can't tell my mom cuz she'll freak out and I can't tell my doctor because she will have to tell my mom....My doctor also wants me to put vitamin E on my leg because the scars there are really deep and it would lessen the scaring but I don't want to lessen the scaring... I don't know why but I don't want to lessen the scaring and don't mind them being there. I hate this and wish I had never told my guidence counsler........ I'm not sure I can do this anymore........
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