heya,
recovering cold turkey from self-harm is pretty impossible. everyone slips up at some stage. it's not something to be ashamed of, it's something to learn from and grow from. you're not a failure or pathetic at all. trust me we've all been there, you're not alone.
dealing with all this on your own, as i'm sure you can see, is very very difficult. a problem shared is truely a problem halved. no one will think badly of you. everyone has problems, everyone has issues. getting help with them just shows how brave you are, and that you're human just like everyone else.
stay safe
*glomps*
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