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blondiebear · 06-02-2008, 04:33 AM

I'm waiting for my last SI to heal. It can be hidden by short sleeves but on the one day a week I teach, i use special double sided tape to make sure my sleeve doesn't ride up. In some respects I'd like people to see my marks so they know what a mess up I am.

I'm coming to terms with a childhood full of violence, emotional abuse and incest. This 18 years after I left home?!?

I often feel different too. I have a good idea about who I am but no idea of my place in the world. I so often feel like a stranger in a strange land not able to speak the language, not able to learn the language and no guidebook ever.

I'm here if you want to talk to me. PMs welcome.

*gives you an accepting welcoming hug*

06-02-2008, 04:33 AM	#4
blondiebear Bringing back the lost art of Sewing Join Date: Sep 2007 Location: California Confusion I am currently:	I'm waiting for my last SI to heal. It can be hidden by short sleeves but on the one day a week I teach, i use special double sided tape to make sure my sleeve doesn't ride up. In some respects I'd like people to see my marks so they know what a mess up I am. I'm coming to terms with a childhood full of violence, emotional abuse and incest. This 18 years after I left home?!? I often feel different too. I have a good idea about who I am but no idea of my place in the world. I so often feel like a stranger in a strange land not able to speak the language, not able to learn the language and no guidebook ever. I'm here if you want to talk to me. PMs welcome. gives you an accepting welcoming hug
	My husband is my best friend. In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.