You aren't being stupid at all. And I care. I wouldn't go to the doctor at all when I was depressed, s/harming and suicidal, my counsellor had to write to them so that if I ever went to them, they'd have the information there so that I didn't have to say anything about it. I really really hope you're able to talk when the time comes. Anytime you need us sweety, we're here x
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