*Big big hug* It sounds like you've got some huge huge things going on in your life right now, and it's totally understandable that your reasons are becoming clouded in such stressful times. But try and keep focused on them sweety, as they are good and are what are going to help you move away from self harm. You are not in any way selfish for asking for help, in fact it shows your strength that you know when you need some support. Can you go back to your doctor early and say that the CBT isn't working for you? It's so important to get the right help, even if it seems scary at the moment. Keep strong sweety *hugs*
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