[COBHC]

I started self harming when I was 13, and I did it for a few months becuase of problems at school, then people found out, and teachers got invovlved and my mum and dad demanded to see it, then they realised it was text, sooo they took away everything sharp i had, and i got cravings but they stoped eventularly, even when i got everything back, and i haven't done it since, but a week ago i broke a glass cup in my room, i picked it up and saw it was sharp and i dunno why i just strated doing it again, but then i started to realise things that i jsut didn't before which makes me want to do it more, such as what a failure my mum thinks i am, and how crappy my school is and stuff like that, any advice?