I know what you mean, it can be a lot harder to live up to the 'doing-really-well-you' than to the 'not-doing-well-you', but you can get through this. You are NOT a failure, you're just struggling at the moment, and that's okay, you're allowed to struggle, you're allowed to fall. Just make sure you let yourself pick yourself up, dust yourself off and try try again - you'll get there. If you're finding it too hard to speak at the moment, try writing a letter to your mum. Even if you don't give it to her immeadiately, you've got that option there for you to help you with that difficult bit. Good luck xXx
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