But she thinks this helps me,she thinks it stops me from self-harming.
Yes this is the only reason,everything in her life is fine,she's always really happy,and it's not a front because she tells me everything.
She phoned me at about 4am this morning telling me she felt like she was dying.
She took it,i tried phoning her mum but she wouldn't answer.
I told her she had to go to the hospital,she said she was too scared. I said i was going to phone an ambulance for her,and she said if i did she wouldn't speak to me again.
I phoned it though and she phoned me about 40 minutes ago and said she's still there and she can't sleep because she's been crying since she got there.
This is all my fault.
I must be the worst friend ever
I hate me right now.