Hey Courtney. Firstly, welcome to RYL :)
It's great that you're trying to stop self-harming, it's okay if it takes time, that's perfectly normal. But keep going, keep trying to find things that will help. And hopefully counselling will really help you. I understand that it's scary, and there will probably be a lot of questions, but they won't be interrogating you, they'll just want to help. And I hope that with time, you'll be able to open up to them and work through some of this.
You're not a screw up, you're just dealing with a lot at the moment. But you're not on your own, we're here for you. If you ever need someone, feel free to PM me anytime and I'll be more than happy to listen. Take care of yourself xo
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