You are NEVER too old to make friends! It sounds like you're already beating yourself up for being friendless, even before you get to find out. Sometimes I find when I overanalyze simple things, it makes them seem more daunting than they are. I think a lot of people do this in a variety of different situations, especially when (like many of us) they are uncomfortable in their own skin. Have no fear! If people view you as approachable, they're more likely to try to get to know you. I know you're a good person, because you are questioning yourself without blaming others. But have faith that your positivity will rub off on others!
I'm rambling and sound like a preacher, yes, I know, but I just feel so strongly that this is something that you can overcome.
Sending you good vibes...
D'Arcy
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