[pedro]

hey all, im kinda new to ryl, thought id kicked my demons, but there back with avengence (i seam to remember them subbconciuosly saying to me arnie stlye "ill be back...") id quite like to get help and advice from some of my fellow vet and also get to know you, so here is about me
im 27 , bipolar (mild), personality dissorder, add, dyslexic, an addict,was abussed, self harmer. i have a pysch, cbt person.and take meds, thats the medical stuff, i grew up in spain and uk, i gamble/ play poker for a living (when i can work), live with my partner in kent, i have 3 fury children flumpeto a boer boel (south african mastiff), dino a german shepard, rosie aka the nipper a very large black farm cat, i live a a nice lifestyle and thought that i had my demons under control but lately they seam to have come back my work is incredibly high pressure(as i said before when i do work) am considering at the moment doing a degrre in investment banking and finance toi become a trader ,lol which is even more high pressure. i have a very good relationship with my partner , she really wants to help and we talk alot but there is very little she csan do except be supportive i wory about her and her feelings and the pressure i put on her i cant think of anything else for the minute perhaps theres more as i get to know people, also reading back what i have written i also seam to like using brackets and did i mention that im really really really really godd looking (zoolander) hope to hear from you alll, feel free to reply on here or message me.
pedro x